Young Benjas, your only focus in the context of CS right now should be on why you are no longer in the team.
Don't worry about other people, try to improve yourself bud and take responsibility for your actions. You have suffered enough on these forums I am not even going to elaborate on what happened but I wish you the best and that maybe you take a break (from CS) and live life a little. Remember, it is only a game.
And remember, in all of the bad experiences you have had in teams there has been one common denominator and it wasn't anybody currently in 8BP. Wish you the BoL, go live a little, eat your girlfriends ass, do some acid or get a pet dog but don't come in here pointing fingers at faces you have painted.